May 31, 2014

It continues to be a breath of fresh air. Even 6000 miles away.

Even the spinning wheel of despair cannot reach me when I am reminded of you.  Who I am in Paris…  The life I have there.  The people, that life.  This is what I want.    Do I “deserve” it? No.  Who deserves such things.  Are we ever “good enough”?  no.  It’s not about those things.

Tonight I need a reminder of who I am. What I’m capable of, and what it is I am pursuing. In the pursuit is the reward.  Isn’t all about the journey? Look how far you’ve come Sarah.  You’ve come so far.  Don’t lose sight.  Don’t give up.  Don’t. Don’t. Don’t.