October 15, 2014

5th day back in california and I bought a car.

I felt 16 again.  I felt like an adult again.

Freedom, responsibility, relief and independence.  The necessary elements to survive these next few months.  Exact time to be determined.

 

The next step is residence.  Market prices, convenience, lifestyle, Judy.  These are the factors for the next decision.  My anxiety is killing me.  Make other people happy? Make myself happy?  Restless beast.

 

Working like a dog. Tis the season!  Push through and enjoy your holidays.  Go go go.